He asked the water to
lift him, to carry him, to avenge him. He made his muscles shape his
fury, made every stroke declare his hate. And the water obeyed; the
water would give him his revenge. No one could beat him, no one came
close.
His whole life, Danny Kelly's only wanted one thing: to
win Olympic gold. Everything he's ever done-every thought, every dream,
every action-takes him closer to that moment of glory, of vindication,
when the world will see him for what he is: the fastest, the strongest
and the best. His life has been a preparation for that moment.
His
parents struggle to send him to the most prestigious private school
with the finest swimming program; Danny loathes it there and is bullied
and shunned as an outsider, but his coach is the best and knows Danny
is, too, better than all those rich boys, those pretenders. Danny's
win-at-all-cost ferocity gradually wins favour with the coolest
boys-he's Barracuda, he's the psycho, he's everything they want to be
but don't have the guts to get there. He's going to show them all.
He
would be first, everything would be alright when he came first, all
would be put back in place. When he thought of being the best, only then
did he feel calm.
Should we teach our children to win, or should
we teach them to live? How do we make and remake our lives? Can we
atone for our past? Can we overcome shame? And what does it mean to be a
good person?
This is one of the most moving and exquisite novels I’ve
read in a long while. The author offers an incredibly authentic voice in his
flawed protagonist, Danny Kelly, which lingers in the reader’s mind long after the
last page is done.
The writing is relentlessly poignant. It is honest
in a manner that is sometimes difficult to read, but offers some gorgeous
sentences that resonate with anyone who has ever strived for something and
somehow lost their way. The manner in which the author told the story also adds
to the many dimensions this novel has to offer. It takes the reader back and
forth through time, tingeing the victories of Kelly’s early life with the knowledge
the reader has of what is to come. The last couple of pages, in particular, are
difficult to read, but give the novel the perfect ending.
The honesty of the writing might not for everyone.
The author does not shy away from anything, which makes the novel both exciting
and brutal to read.
This is a novel that I will be recommending to
everyone for a long time. With its compelling story and a protagonist that
leaps off the page, this one is a must read.